This afternoon was much less disorienting than my morning was. I feel a little like I really can do anything I want to do in life. Getting in an extra mile takes very little time, but it was a bit on the hot side. I think saving that walk for dusk is a much better plan. It takes less than half an hour and I feel great. Now, that means I’m taking showers all day, but I like doing that anyway so I guess that’s not really a problem.
I was thinking that I need to start making a schedule. Having my whole life up in the air makes me want to take some control in any way I am able. I think the easiest thing is to start making a full day’s schedule. It has been working for mornings. I schedule my days from 5am to 8am, but then I just let the rest of the day happen. Sometimes I get a lot accomplished and sometimes I get hung up doing stupid stuff that doesn’t matter. The stupid stuff that doesn’t matter is an important part of life, but not as often as I do it now. Having a detailed schedule would be nice…. and I already enjoy overplanning, so scheduling works well with that.
[Walk #102]