Tag: planning

The Wandering Hermit: Macro Evolution

What a dramatic change in temperatures!  Quelle surprise!  I guess not entirely; I did know we had a cold front coming through.  I just hadn’t anticipated how quickly things would cool off after yesterday’s heat.  I hope that means I can get a few things done today.

One thing I NEVER worry about is macros.  I don’t even look at them when I’m planning my meals, and I still think that it is unnecessary to focus on them too much when eating foods that are already pretty healthy, but I’m about to shift into looking at them a lot.  Justin, my housemate, has asked for some assistance in making him a meal plan to help him lose weight.  There are a few hurdles when it comes to Justin that I’ll need to address.  The easiest thing would be to just have him do the plan I’ve been doing….obviously it is working.  But I eat a lot of leafy green vegetables and while Justin claims he enjoys vegetables as well, he means that in a two or three times a week sort of way.  He also has a love of, and fear of losing, a few foods I would consider junk foods.  And while I’m not going to eat those things anymore, I would like to work them into a plan for him because I don’t want him to be doing something that feels like he will eventually stop.  I want to design a plan that incorporates what he loves, but paying attention to the calories.  Because of his specific needs, I think I will be recording macros for his meal plans, which will make me aware of them in general, so I might just record them for a while just out of curiosity.  For Justin, I think it will be important to make sure he feels satiated throughout the day.  I don’t worry much about that for myself.  My foods are both low in calorie density and high in nutrients, so if I feel hungry I know I can just eat more.  But with foods higher in fat, the limits need to be the limits.  It isn’t that he couldn’t do what I do to fill the belly; it is that he wouldn’t.  He’d have more fries, another sleeve of crackers, a little vegan ice cream.  Those calories add up quickly.  I think if I focus on making sure he’s getting adequate protein in his day, he should feel full without having to drastically change what he eats.  OR, he could just drastically change what he eats and get over it!  I’ll get it together by tomorrow.

I had wardrobe issues yesterday, and I had them again this morning.  The sweatpants I was wearing while walking did not want to cooperate with me, or else they are some sort of practical joke enthusiast waiting for a good moment to drop in front of a passing car.  Nobody was out early on a Sunday, so they never had their moment, and I kept fiddling around with the ties trying to cinch them up enough to stay up, but I’d get another hundred feet or so and feel them slouching and slipping slowly down again.  I had planned on 250 lb. being when I was allowed to buy some new clothes, but I might have to get some pants before then, or quickly get comfortable with the neighbors knowing what kind of underwear I wear.

[Walk #84]

The Wandering Hermit: Rested, Drenched, & Nearly Zen

Last night, I knew I would want to sleep in today, and I did just that.  I periodically woke up this morning and just decided to go back to sleep.  It wasn’t a lack of motivation; I knew I would eventually get my walk in, but I wanted to make sure I was caught up on sleep.  While I’ve been waking up naturally around 5:00am, I have found that I’m a little sleepier in the afternoons than I used to be, and much more so than I would like to be.  I think I’m just not quite getting enough sleep.  According to my watch, I am averaging 5 hours & 56 minutes of sleep over the past month.  That’s down a full hour from Spring and over two hours from January.  It’s pretty similar to the amount I was sleeping at the end of last summer.  That might be fine, but I am a lot more active than I was last year.  A whole lot more.  I just don’t know that six hours cuts it at the moment.  But my brain doesn’t seem to know that and so I just hop up each morning.  I could attempt to solve the issue on the other end, going to bed an hour earlier.  I already get such a hard time for being in bed by 10:00pm.  If I’m already getting it, I might as well go for another hour.

I worked up quite a sweat during my morning walk today.  I have been trying to get my heart rate up, and some mornings I have only very limited success doing that.  Today was going better, and I was just drenched in sweat as a result.  My heart rate during walks is all over the place, but the number does look like it is trending upward.  The whole thing did make me think about workout clothes I would like to get.  I have been saying from the start of my weight loss plan that once I have gotten to 250, I need new clothes.  I’m 19 pounds from that goal, but my clothes being baggy is starting to feel like an issue.  Some mornings, my shirt feels absolutely in the way, billowing out, folding in and rubbing against me, becoming heavy with sweat.  I’ve been wearing my rattiest clothes for walking; they aren’t going with me into my future, so they might as well be of use right now.  The problem is that some of them are becoming a hinderance.  Even the pair of denim shorts I was so excited to be able to wear again after not being able to do so for 15 years have become so big that they just drop off if I stand still for too long.  I had been walking in them, but they cannot be trusted.  And my waist is in a weird transition period where I still can’t seem to find a decent belt that fits me, but my pants are all starting to require it.  I’m close on the fit, mind you, but it’s just not quite there.  Of course, I could just go ahead and get my gym clothes now, but I don’t intend to stop losing weight and I don’t want to waste money.  I’ll play around with a list on Amazon; just browsing my settle me down a little bit and let me pause and wait for that goal.

I did not take my phone on my walk this morning; I wanted to just enjoy the sounds around me, but the birds weren’t still singing as I walked later than usual and so the sounds of the morning were just the occasional car driving by.  It wasn’t the zen experience I would have hoped for, so tomorrow I will take my music!

[Walk #80]

The Wandering Hermit: How Can I Complicate This?

I did a short walk this morning; it’s supposed to rain, so I decided to just walk before then.  Of course, now it just won’t probably.  But that’s okay.  My goal is a minimum of 25 minutes each day.  I got in that amount, which means I succeeded today.  I don’t have to overdo it everyday.  I’m also not in competition with past me.

I’ve been thinking about YouTube videos.  I just want to be doing something while I’m doing something… if that makes sense.  I think I’d like to start recording my walks.  Depending on the walk, that might be interesting as a YouTube channel.  I know I like to look up videos of towns in different places.  Usually you’ll just find a short video of drone footage, which rarely gives me much.  Maybe someone would want to see some of the places around here by foot.  I also find those kinds of videos relaxing.  The question becomes do I set them to music or do I talk over them about whatever I want to talk about?  It’s hard to say.

Supposedly most pollen levels are pretty low today.  That concerns me because I have a little congestion going on.  Grass is high I guess; maybe it’s literally just grass pollen stopping me up. 

[Walk #64]

Daily Log: 1 May 2024

Weight: 280.8 lb/127.37 kg

Exercise: 25 minute aerobic exercise (Sweatin’ to the Oldies Vol.3) (8:38am–9:03am, ☁️66ºF/19ºC)

Mood: Good, but tired

Food: 2020 calories

  • coffee, oat milk, JSS Coconut Syrup
  • apricot oatmeal
  • chili beans, steamed Brussels sprouts, steamed green beans, jalapeños
  • hominy, steamed green beans, steamed broccoli
  • steamed jasmine rice

September 2023 Update

So, as I had predicted September was not as euphoric as August had been.  Part of that was due to my own dabbling in various ways to see what would and would not work in terms of adding back in foods that aren’t terribly compliant (as well as using up some foods already in the house), but some was a general bit of frustration when either my weight loss seemed to have slowed or more notably when exercise felt difficult.

The month started on a high note, and I’m so proud of the progress I’ve made with my weight.  I am very impatient about it all of course, but it is hard to complain when I’ve lost as much as I have.  Hopefully this coming Monday’s weigh-in will put me over 50 lbs of total lost weight.  I’m apprehensive about it, but I’m always apprehensive about weighing myself.  I don’t know if that feeling goes away at some point.

This month has been all about simplifying my meal planning and getting down to the most basic foods that I would enjoy eating for my life.  I like to make soup with many ingredients, but I’ve really tried to hone in on the least number of ingredients to make something I still love.  That is going well, and there have been no surprises.  I need to learn to trust myself.  I know what I works for me; I didn’t really need any big experiments to tell me that.

I’m planning to focus on food costs in October.  I want to see how much I can lower my grocery bill and still feel just as satisfied.  It will be similar to September, but I already know that my walnut milk might have to be replaced by soy or almond.  I might need to switch from lemonade to water, especially seeing as I go through so much these days.  What I want for this next chapter in my life is to simplify everything.  I want to live cheaply and gently.

I want to have all of the extra weight gone yesterday, but I just need to keep reminding myself that none of these things happen quickly.  I put in a lot of time gaining the weight; I need to give myself time to lose it.