Author: Brian

Daily Log: 9 October 2023

  • Great Value Donut Shop Cold Brew Coffee, Torani Sugar Free Hazelnut Syrup, Pacifica Oat Milk
  • steamed cauliflower, black beans, Walden Farms Thousand Island Dressing, Prozis Hot Ketchup
  • Happy Belly SF Pink Lemonade
  • Russet potatoes, green peas, Sky Valley General Tso Sauce

NOTES: Feeling fantastic.  I hadn’t really worried about today’s weigh-in, but it almost couldn’t have gone better.  Normally I’d worry about losing 10 pounds, but last week I was feeling unwell and didn’t do my weigh-in until later in the day when I finally felt like it, and by then I had eaten.  The fact that I lost no weight was disappointing, but I have been braced for plateaus.  It looks like I didn’t need to worry too much about it.  I’ve just felt great today.  The type of energy I have is so much better than the over-caffeinated days over the past few years.  I should have done this before, but understanding is reached when it is reached.

I’m trying to remain cautious about progress.  I still have a long way to go before I am a healthy weight and can do as much as I want physically.  I feel confident in my ability to get there, but I don’t want to celebrate as if I’ve completed some goal every time I lose a little.  A loss is fantastic, but I just need to keep moving forward.

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Daily Log: 7 October 2023

  • Soup: cremini mushrooms, oyster mushrooms, College Inn Mushroom Stock, mushroom onion soup mix, garlic, onion flakes, onion powder, Serrano peppers, Anaheim peppers, mock chicken, white pepper, mushroom seasoning, red pepper flakes, Italian seasoning
  • Happy Belly SF Pink Lemonade

NOTES: This soup was excellent!  I forgot to start my low calorie density plan yesterday, so I’m doing the 7th through 11th this month.

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Daily Log: 5 October 2023

  • Soup: crushed tomatoes, Hunt’s Seasoned Diced Tomatoes in Sauce for Meatloaf, carrots, onions, Serrano peppers, mock duck, crushed red pepper, white pepper, garlic powder, onion flakes, onion powder, cumin, paprika, msg, Italian seasoning
  • Happy Belly SF Lemonade
  • GV Donut Shop Cold Brew Coffee, Elmhurst Unsweetened Walnut Milk, Syruvia Sugar Free Pumpkin Spice Coffee Syrup
  • Kwang Sheon Kim Roasted Seaweed

NOTES: I’m finally feeling better.  I hope I haven’t sabotaged my diet over the last few days.  I just feel like I wasn’t being as careful as I need to be.  I need to keep on track and not use fast food as a crutch, even when I’m not feeling well.  I need to have things on hand for times I am not feeling up to making food.

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September 2023 Update

So, as I had predicted September was not as euphoric as August had been.  Part of that was due to my own dabbling in various ways to see what would and would not work in terms of adding back in foods that aren’t terribly compliant (as well as using up some foods already in the house), but some was a general bit of frustration when either my weight loss seemed to have slowed or more notably when exercise felt difficult.

The month started on a high note, and I’m so proud of the progress I’ve made with my weight.  I am very impatient about it all of course, but it is hard to complain when I’ve lost as much as I have.  Hopefully this coming Monday’s weigh-in will put me over 50 lbs of total lost weight.  I’m apprehensive about it, but I’m always apprehensive about weighing myself.  I don’t know if that feeling goes away at some point.

This month has been all about simplifying my meal planning and getting down to the most basic foods that I would enjoy eating for my life.  I like to make soup with many ingredients, but I’ve really tried to hone in on the least number of ingredients to make something I still love.  That is going well, and there have been no surprises.  I need to learn to trust myself.  I know what I works for me; I didn’t really need any big experiments to tell me that.

I’m planning to focus on food costs in October.  I want to see how much I can lower my grocery bill and still feel just as satisfied.  It will be similar to September, but I already know that my walnut milk might have to be replaced by soy or almond.  I might need to switch from lemonade to water, especially seeing as I go through so much these days.  What I want for this next chapter in my life is to simplify everything.  I want to live cheaply and gently.

I want to have all of the extra weight gone yesterday, but I just need to keep reminding myself that none of these things happen quickly.  I put in a lot of time gaining the weight; I need to give myself time to lose it.